IM BACK !!!

It' s been long time  that i did not do any update my own blog which because my tirediness aside from this now by now.I hope by this year .

Mixing mold in middle east

This past few months working here in middle east. There are many people your going meet with different races,color and personality sometimes you meet the worst and best , the good and bad , the ugly and handsome ..you name they have it here .
By this experience i have the way should i do is just observe be patient  and keep quiet .

Ma as-salaamah Rahima Marhaba Jubail

It's been quite sometimes that I have stayed here in Rahima which i thought that will be staying here until the end of my contract but it's not happen for I have to go back in my headquarters which in Jubail at first i am so sad for this happening which it lots of wonderful memories good or bad , happiness and sad .Also new friends of my co-camp mate and enemies which i am so grateful by it makes me tougher more understand , and learn how to deal with it .In that I have to move and hoping by transferring new places it would much greater and nice person and new friends to meet  in Jubail . :D

Goodbye 28 : (

I have 7 hours and 30 minutes as 28 years of age which I'm learned so lot anything which it's really a roller coaster life and challenge that I've faced with them but all of this i surpassed with the GOD grace . Also I enjoy much of every single moments of being 28 which all the unexpected things that I am never imagined are came true which there are so surprises to me that until now it still intact and major impact in my life. 

   As I get goodbye for my age as 28 I would say " Thank you" 

To be Powerful

In this past few weeks that i stayed here in other countries which is my first time everything working outside, enviroment, which one of happening a major major lesson until now it's still refresh in my mind and also to myself. And that word is "POWER"  where he did use or to show how he is up now and use maybe scared tactics where i did major mistake action to him .When he did to me i ask myself is that really person who is very powerful to use or manipulate a small person with an unfair fight .

  At this moment I keeping asking how to be powerful ? some say you can have if you money, friends, position that not to turn them or defend themselves but for me it's just only temporary and hard to maintain which any moment you can feel down without notice.If i have those i would used in proper way and help other or service for . they say " a great power comes a great responsibility" .

Ang Pamilyang Becky

Sabi nila madali gumawa nang isang tao pero ang pagiging tao ay isang mahirap na tumutukoy ito bilang isang magulang paano kung isang magulang ay mga bakla , tomboy , na meron isang mga supling mga bata na maituturing nating na Pamilya talaga .

Sa buhay na tao isa itong minimithi na magkaroon na isang pamilya pero ito ay nagbabago  na tumatakbo nang panahon kaya't kahit sino mayroon karapatan magkaroon nang matatawag nang isang pamilya na dapat natin siyang tanggapin at isang itong karapatan bilang isang pamilya na isang elemento o pundasyon nang isang mamayan .

Pero may ibang mga taong nagtaas na kilay na ito'y isang lampastangan sa kagustuhan nang Maykapal o kalikasan sa tingin ko naman kahit ganito kami may kapasidad kami at responsibilidad na makabuo o magkaroon katulad nang isang ordinaryong pamilya pero ang kaibahan lang ay parehong kasarian ang  nagtaguyod .

Sex Addict ba ako ?

Nito nakaraan araw parang hindi ako makakilos na normal parang meron hinahanap na kakaiba  gawin na gustong gusto ko pero hindi ko alam sa sarili parang naiinit o walang tinu sa ang aking sarili parang uhaw ako sa kalinga na gusto na meron taong o bagay na makuha  ku naman pagkatapos ay hanap hanapin ko ulit ulitin uli o hindi mawala sa aking isip sabi nila isang itong daw sintomas nang isang "ADDICT" pero ako kakaibang klaseng "ADDICT "ito ay  "SEX "oo tama ang nabasa ninyo isa po akong " SEX ADDICT "na parang hindi ako makakakilos na tama lalot na kung walang magawa sa buhay ay maghahanap ako nang makikipagtalik lalo nang kung malibog ako kung sinu sino kapag mayroon akong makakita na akong nakabrief na lalaki tumitigas ang aking titi na malilibogan ako para mawawala ako sa sarili pag iisip na .

Sabi nila ang pagsugpo o paghilom nang ganitong sakit ay mahabang-habang proseso na dapat may dapat kumakailinga sayo pero sa akin sitwasyon wala naman taong makakatulong bagkos sila pa ang isumpa ka sa maling ginawa mo imbes susuporta sa iyo . Ang panalangin ko sa Maykapal sana naman na makaya  kung paano gagamutin ito mag-isa