Ang Pamilyang Becky

Sabi nila madali gumawa nang isang tao pero ang pagiging tao ay isang mahirap na tumutukoy ito bilang isang magulang paano kung isang magulang ay mga bakla , tomboy , na meron isang mga supling mga bata na maituturing nating na Pamilya talaga .

Sa buhay na tao isa itong minimithi na magkaroon na isang pamilya pero ito ay nagbabago  na tumatakbo nang panahon kaya't kahit sino mayroon karapatan magkaroon nang matatawag nang isang pamilya na dapat natin siyang tanggapin at isang itong karapatan bilang isang pamilya na isang elemento o pundasyon nang isang mamayan .

Pero may ibang mga taong nagtaas na kilay na ito'y isang lampastangan sa kagustuhan nang Maykapal o kalikasan sa tingin ko naman kahit ganito kami may kapasidad kami at responsibilidad na makabuo o magkaroon katulad nang isang ordinaryong pamilya pero ang kaibahan lang ay parehong kasarian ang  nagtaguyod .

Sex Addict ba ako ?

Nito nakaraan araw parang hindi ako makakilos na normal parang meron hinahanap na kakaiba  gawin na gustong gusto ko pero hindi ko alam sa sarili parang naiinit o walang tinu sa ang aking sarili parang uhaw ako sa kalinga na gusto na meron taong o bagay na makuha  ku naman pagkatapos ay hanap hanapin ko ulit ulitin uli o hindi mawala sa aking isip sabi nila isang itong daw sintomas nang isang "ADDICT" pero ako kakaibang klaseng "ADDICT "ito ay  "SEX "oo tama ang nabasa ninyo isa po akong " SEX ADDICT "na parang hindi ako makakakilos na tama lalot na kung walang magawa sa buhay ay maghahanap ako nang makikipagtalik lalo nang kung malibog ako kung sinu sino kapag mayroon akong makakita na akong nakabrief na lalaki tumitigas ang aking titi na malilibogan ako para mawawala ako sa sarili pag iisip na .

Sabi nila ang pagsugpo o paghilom nang ganitong sakit ay mahabang-habang proseso na dapat may dapat kumakailinga sayo pero sa akin sitwasyon wala naman taong makakatulong bagkos sila pa ang isumpa ka sa maling ginawa mo imbes susuporta sa iyo . Ang panalangin ko sa Maykapal sana naman na makaya  kung paano gagamutin ito mag-isa

Rejection

This past few days I have been applying to look for new job which been lay off in my previous job that I been there almost 6 years . And then first week of  May I applied in call center which turns out rejected and then the next day again rejected and so forth

So I begin realized of this processed that it so hard to rejected  which you think or wanted something  it feels hurt as the pain in goes sometimes you get cry because they said it's failure , sometimes we have feeling the " Why me " question . But they said it's a blessing coz maybe there a lesson it's sound negative but inner core of  being rejected it has positive which we configure out later. 

Sometimes I asked to myself  why should we going of this process to being rejected ?and how we should we deal for it ?  but for me i know for sure there 's a good light of this dark tunnel of being rejected

Coming out !!!!!

When the word "coming out" its connect to the lesbian , gay, bisexual to disclosure or found their real identity or sexual presentation . For its a long process that the " outing " person will affected but also the environment surrounds .In this process  of "outing " of certain person it needs more love, attention, acceptance for what he / she is the real person himself/herself . For other people coming out is hard to say it to their  families, friends , or community because of fear, ashamed and rejected if they do wanted to go "outing"  which some of  others wants to be closet of their sexuality and others are attempt suicide for their open up themselves of their love one which until now is still exist happens in our society today.

Many of us still ask why should a gay , lesbian or bisexual to be outing or come out ? does it should needed ? for me it should be coz as long as you keep denying about yourself  who really you are its like keeping poisoning ,killed  and tortured our inner identity  little by little . At the end of the day you will be regret for it on the other side some of the positive outcomes may be increased self-esteem, greater honesty in one’s life, and a sense of greater personal integrity. In addition, there is often a sense of relief and a reduction of tension when one stops trying to deny or hide such an important part of his/her life. Coming out can lead to greater freedom of self-expression, positive sense of self and more healthy and honest relationships.

Honestly I've never experience in my whole life to come out or to open up my sexuality to my parents coz they already sense that i am gay which there is no need to tell them especially my Mother is wholeheartedly accepted me for who i am while my Father is opposite that is very reluctant feeling towards me as son in which all i can to do is understand of his situation .

Every time when i read  and watched coming out stories for which I  can relate to myself to them 

especially those  parents are against or cannot accept their son or daughter  for being gay 

I hope and pray someday more  people will be more understand , tolerant  ,accepting those people are" COMING OUT from the DARK CLOSET "

LGBT Partylist Join in May Polls

Recently when i watch a Late News Broadcast one of the headlines that the LGBT party list is included for this coming May Election which the Commission of Election denied our group coz of Immorality causes which i think its unfair judgment which back  on their mind of fear to hear our voice as a good abide citizen of our beloved country which i believe this is the time for us to hear our cries and presence in the Congress to representing for asking the basic human rights which we wanted at this moment of time

Comelec OKs Ang Ladlad, 143 other party-list groups - Nation - GMANews.TV - Official Website of GMA News and Public Affairs - Latest Philippine News

Question to be Prison

One of my Circle of Friend to told me a shocking news thats of our common friend is arrested for vagrancy in pelaez street
which he walks by and there something who asking him to have sex with which my friend a very tempted person which he can can' t refuse " sino ang tao hindi tatang gi sa grasya " accdng to him
but sadly they were arrested for that may lumalapit na barangay tanod ang nakakalungkot nito the stupid baranngay tanod ask them big money extorting big bucks pero wala as in zero talaga kaya na priso don cya overnight

Nang cya nandun sa kulungan ang that he feels na nasikip cya natakot at ano anu mga negative thinking